Beaches Around Kalianda, Lampung

Last week me and three of my friends are travel to beach in Kalianda, South Lampung Indonesia. Lampung is my hometown, I was born in Bandar Lampung and it takes two hours by car to the beach spot in Kalianda. And there are beach that I visit in Kalianda.

First one beach in Kalianda, South Lampung Indonesia that I visited is called "Wartawan" Beach. This beach is one of a beach that has a beautiful scenery and also a hot sea water that can boiled an egg. This beach was open until unknown year but when I went last week this beach are not open anymore and just like an old creepy beach. 

 The picture above is unofficial soccer field that directly on the shoreline. Behind the goalpost it was tree that located in the shoreline and you can see the beach throughly when you play soccer there. The sea breeze and wave sound are really make you excited to play soccer with your friends or relation. This soccer field are local soccer field that people in this village use but if you want to play there I think you should get the permission first and carefull of your parking car because this field is also in the small road side. if you want to play here little bit long you should get a strategic parking place for your car. 

This is the last beach that I want to introduce. This beach called "Canti" Beach. Canti beach is on of an organized beach in Kalianda, South Lampung Indonesia. This beach are really beautiful and as beautiful as beach in Bali or Gunung Kidul, Yogyakarta. The wave are not as big as Beach in bali and Yogyakarta. This beach is a fine beach to play with your friends, family with children because this beach is really calm and beautiful if you just want to enjoy the scenery in the beach. 

Annyeong, my one sided love

This is about my 8 years one sided love. 

I never had one sided love this long before. I never know that I will keep my feeling this long. I tried hard to see another man but it didn't work out. Until now I'm still unsure about my feeling. Am I in love or just obsessed ???

My friends said before that I'm stupid that I still like the person that go out with my trusted friend and also always think of me as just a friend. I also know that I'm stupid. From along time ago when he dated my friend I always trying to give up and try to move on but it was the hard thing I ever done.

I tried to move on for him but I just made my final project delayed and I just stay at home for some months. I can't even meet my friends because I am afraid they will know that I messed up my life. 

For not looking so depressed I turn my self to korean freak and make my parents blamed my korean freaks that causes my messed live. I know I'm a korean freak but I'm not that blind with korean fever. When I watch korean drama, variety show, talk show, or other program I usually thinking about what have I done with my family and my friends are wrong but I can't see them to see my sadness. 

But now, I hear a news personally from him that he will getting married. I know from my friend that the girl is from different religion but I hope he will live happily and lovely. I sincerely congratulate them and I think I should, must, really forget him forever. I should move on even I can't. 

This is the end of my 8 years one sided love. Now, it's really end. 
Annyeong... 

Is My Dream Not Important??

For some reasons I never satisfied with who am I. I ever heard that people is a creature that never satisfied with everything they had. I acknowledge that almost people never satisfied with what they have. But I'm not satisfied with my self because I never can't tell everyone about my dream, my favorite thing and also my feeling. 

Why am I always disappointed all people around me, even though I always do what they said to me. Even until now I never done what I really want to do. I think maybe my family thought that I'm still too young to choose my collage before, but at that time I was 16 years old and I think I grown up enough to know what my dream or my future goal. 

I think make sense that my parents didn't want me to go art school/art institute in college because formal education is important for them. 

but now, I am a graduated of Engineering School and now I'm 25 years old but my life is still under control of my parents. I didn't hate my parents but I just wanted an independent life like when I'm in college. I really enjoy my freedom, I've done what I love and also meeting many great friends. I really missed those days. 

Now, I'm just an 25 years old girl that can see the world from Internet connection at home. Even when I meet up with my friend near home I always got a call from home that ask when did I get home. 

I basically feel locked up. I just want my freedom back, even I live just enough to eat and must be frugal with things. But I feel happy at that time and even make me thing to reach my dream as soon as possible.

I just want to ask to my parents this 3 question :

1. is my opinion about my life are not important?

2. is my dream not important to achieve?

3. is what ever I ever said are just wind blows that never heard?