For some reasons I never satisfied with who am I. I ever heard that people is a creature that never satisfied with everything they had. I acknowledge that almost people never satisfied with what they have. But I'm not satisfied with my self because I never can't tell everyone about my dream, my favorite thing and also my feeling.
Why am I always disappointed all people around me, even though I always do what they said to me. Even until now I never done what I really want to do. I think maybe my family thought that I'm still too young to choose my collage before, but at that time I was 16 years old and I think I grown up enough to know what my dream or my future goal.
I think make sense that my parents didn't want me to go art school/art institute in college because formal education is important for them.
but now, I am a graduated of Engineering School and now I'm 25 years old but my life is still under control of my parents. I didn't hate my parents but I just wanted an independent life like when I'm in college. I really enjoy my freedom, I've done what I love and also meeting many great friends. I really missed those days.
Now, I'm just an 25 years old girl that can see the world from Internet connection at home. Even when I meet up with my friend near home I always got a call from home that ask when did I get home.
I basically feel locked up. I just want my freedom back, even I live just enough to eat and must be frugal with things. But I feel happy at that time and even make me thing to reach my dream as soon as possible.
I just want to ask to my parents this 3 question :
1. is my opinion about my life are not important?
2. is my dream not important to achieve?
3. is what ever I ever said are just wind blows that never heard?
1. is my opinion about my life are not important?
2. is my dream not important to achieve?
3. is what ever I ever said are just wind blows that never heard?
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